just for this once.

I'm suffocating..

i felt like i'm in the midst of a jungle and i couldn't find my way out.

i dunno why.
Too many things comes round and goes.
i can't seem to handle so many stuffs at the same time.
relationships, friends, relatives, work, hopes.
i can't do multi-tasking.
i'm breaking down soon.
suddenly i have a thought.
a thought to leave this land now and venture outside.
i mean workin in aussie not thailand.(i'm still not that mad)
Australia have great demand for hairdressers.
but how do i start going about it?
can i adapt if i'm all alone ?
would i be happier?
would i miss home and end up regretting for leaving?
so many things to consider even before i ventured out.
but Sg is really boring.
same work same ppl same routine.
What shld i do????!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!






Just wanna scream here cos i can shout all i want here.
Only here can let me vent on without getting too bored unless power failure.







i'm missing you froy.

CLosed.

I decided to CLose my blog.












at Least for now..

my life is in a whole mess
i need to get a new life.

gone.

Froy left last night.
i was supposed to see her at the airport at 7 plus.
Took 2 hours off and planned to leave at 6pm.
but everything was ruined.
my customer came in for a colour at 6.
how lucky can i get?
i tried my best to finished as fast as i could.
left salon at 8.15pm.
called froy and asked her to wait for me cos i promised her i would be there to send her.
I was very late. Her flight was 9.30pm. she told me she going in at 8.30pm.
I reached Airport at 8.40. Called her. She was already inside queuing up to get stamped.
She kept asking me hurry,hurry. I ran at my top speed.
Finally i saw her...behind the glass panel talking to me.
It's just exactly like a sad drama serial that you see on tv.
i could only talk to her on the phone and see her but with a glass dividing us apart.
Tears just rolled down..
she cried too...
that kinda feeling no one could really understand..
She told eve that she is sad for me cos i cried, she felt very touched when she saw me cried.
she noes that i'm very good towards her.
At least i tried my very best to send her off.
at least i kept my promise.


at least she knows.