BAck to reality.

back from my 5days trip.
had the most wonderful trip ever.
cos i spent all my days together with froy.
even sitting in the car for 2 hours and without speaking a word, it's still a happy moment.
cos she's ard.
She drove me 2hours up to pattaya and we stayed one night there.
(of cos not just the 2 of us alone, another fren whom is a Dj went along too)
and it was a very last min trip to pattaya with no extra clothings.
we just board her car then she say let's go pattaya.
oh gosh.
so0 exciting man!!
the journey there finished all the petrol and the reserved tank lights starts blinking even before we reach pattaya.
Luckily we were already quite near to pattaya like 10km far before the tank emptied.
then we went for dinner and the 2 gals started their crazy shopping spreee.
they just buy and buy and eat and buy and buy and eat.
this is wat i call holiday. eat drink shop slp.
and she even bought me a shorts to change into for sleep.
anyway they bought 3 almost the same patterns.
Check in a resort villa and rested.
went for the beach nua-ing session the next day.
simply eat at the beach, slp for half hour, eat again.
And becos i dun have ani extra clothings, i refused to go jetski with her.
she went with another fren whom we met up in pattaya.
she had a lot of fun with jetskiing. kinda regreted and shld have just dun care and get myself wet.
finished and we drove back to bangkok.
time passed so fast whenever she is ard...
everyday i went to her workplace and watch her performance and drink.
the last night was the crazy one.
Alone me Drink with her frens and colleagues till drop.
the place closes at 1am
and we already finished one big bottle of whisky.
and they had practice after work.
so we shifted in to the back stage.(by right it's prohibited to bring others into the backstage.)
continue to drink another 2 bottles. Dead.
she was drunk too.
And under the effect of alcohol (i supposed) she asked me:" can u dun go back sg?"
my heart just went boom!
but clenching my fists i gotta say i can't stay.
luckily i nv spout any rubbish to her.
next day she picked me up and sent me to airport.
it's a saddening moment again.
it's just so hard to part.
feel so sour in the heart that i'can't breathe.
but gotta say goodbye to her once again.