Confirmed!

My flight to bkk is confirmed!
GOnna catch the last flight of airasia @2205.
will reached there bkk time 2325.
so exciting and lost.
cos i'm alone!
who wants to send me to the airport? >grins<




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sometimes i wanna call on her.
but i dunno wat to say abt.
sometimes i wanna drop a msg for her.
but i think is quite boliao.
sometimes i wanna give up.
but i feel that i can't lose.
sometimes i wanna be sweet to her.
but i dun think there's a need to.

ALL becos of her and My dun-want-to-Lose attitude
i have to be a hypocrite to a friend.
Smiling at face,comforting my friend but swearing and cursing why we met at the same place.
cos we had some affairs on.
i betrayed my friend trust.
And most importantly she is my friend's gf.

What have become of me?
i'm totally lost right now.
i was nv like this before.
i wish i could stop it but i'm sinking deeper.

get me out of this shit.
i wanna be the same old me.